Movie

Naseria & Neith

(Kauno & Kulta included)

I lay on the sofa, my feet are in Kauno's lap and I scroll my phone while the second movie starts in TV. We had already eaten all the chips while watching the first movie. It took us like 15minutes and it was all gone. As usual with this group.

I smirk all by myself while texting with my therapist. 

- I saw you and Katherine at the mall today. Go and get it tiger! ;)

- Do not talk to me that way, baby boy

He always calls me with pet names when it's just the two of us. I don't know what others think about it and I never want to know. I don't want it to be ruined.

"Who are you talking to?" Kauno asks curiously and tries to see what I just read.

"To Neith. Nothing important. I just told him that I saw him and Kat" I say and laugh a bit. I take better position now and keep chatting.

- Other than that, how are you?

- We are watching movies with Kulta and Kauno. We just started Twilight, the second film :p My cigarettes are over and I can't even go to smoke *crying*

- Ah you just made my evening even better with the fact you can't go and ruin your lungs. When are we having meet up?

I think this longer. He means my therapist sessions, where we talk about me and not about him. Even thought sometimes I get a chance to ask him questions, he usually is really good at turning the talk back to me.

- Umm tomorrow? After school? If you pick me up. I need to go to the shop first before coming there.

- ....To get what.

I don't write the answer. I start picking my bottom lip while smiling by myself.

- I will pick you up with that deal you won't buy those. Ok?

- Fuck you are good at that. Fineeeeeeeeeee

- Good night Baby boy, see you tomorrow.

- Good night tiger ;)

I do wonder if he is actually going to sleep or is he with Katherine atm. Either way, Neith ALWAYS answers to me right away. I love that. I know I can reach for any kind of answer if needed. One time, I was in new medication, and we went out with friends, I didn't knew if I could have a sip of this cocktail. I messaged Neith, and got answer. He of course wasn't too happy about the fact that I would drink any alcohol, but he didn't want to force me not to. I ended up not drinking, and even texted him about it. Sometimes it feels like he actually gets happier about the fact that I follow what he says or do "good choices" because of him.