Nothing at all

Xadrian

To me, it wasn't that simple. I felt the pain inside my ribcage and it did burn me alive. I was craving to see you, despererly trying to get even smallest amount of your attention. I cried. I cried a lot. I crashed out. And at the same time you just were in someone elses arms? You did not care for me, don't say otherwise. Your actions tells more than those empty words you keep giving out of your mouth. If you'd care, you would have been here. You would have contacted me in some way and arranged time to meet me. But you didn't. You cut me off like I was nothing to you.

And that's what you will become to me. Nothing. I will not care, I will not wait anymore. I truly see you now. I see how selfish you are. I see how you imagine world spinning around you only. I see how you changed within a blink of an eye.

And I know that you will be back. The difference just is that I won't be waiting for you anymore. I won't be keeping the door open for you, and greer you with a smile. I will lock the door. I will keep you out this time. I do not want you in my life anymore, to just see and feel how you hurt me over and over again.

I know who you are.

I know this new version of you too.

And I don't wanna know you anymore.